Bump into Francis Darling. Had our usual silly talks.



Sometimes nothing can beat friendship. When things get tough and rough,that's the time you realize how special they are. Having to go through thick and thin moments with them brought us closer than ever. There are also times when wrong things are said and when we had to go through silent war for quite awhile. But in the end,we found our way back to where we are suppose to be.

Francis the man of the day. Me heart him as much as i always do.

Labels: Friends, Fun, Love ones, Personal life, Vain

Sitting at the secretary table,sending out stuff to be done,doing annual year end thingy,went into the wrong shop,gave my surname out when people in the office just know me as Melanie. Am i smart or what? *applause* I'm feeling proud already. Working for the first time. Should i be honest here? I find secretary job is kinda boring. Its not my thang,but i got to bear with it for a month. Baby said,"think about the money". I don't want to end up as a secretary after i graduate. No no,that won't be cool. Being an Auditor look even stressful too,I'm already feeling scare and not looking forward to my working life. I start to wonder why did i take accounting and finance as my majors. If i had studied harder and not play too much in high school,probably now i would be studying engineering instead. And from Monday till Friday,I've to wear f-o-r-m-a-l. First,i got not much formal outfits and second,half of my formal outfits are a little bit fit/expose/short. I don't want to waste my money on formal outfits. Its just not the right time yet.
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I need new shoes!! I want converse and kappa. They make me happy. I lose interest in heels and that's just an excuse. I want sexy heels too. If you didn't know,I'm always greedy. I want everything. Everything including you. How does that sound?
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I wish i can be this free every single day till my time is up. *starts praying*

Labels: Personal life, Personal thoughts

Finals are officially over. I'm glad its over,hard work do pay off. But its still early to say that. I know i did my best. I know i studied hard enough. But lets just pray that i made it through. And did i mention Curtin Mozzy are KILLER MOZZY! They attack its prey,me btw. Shoo-ing them like how you dance in the club,hot and wild still doesn't work. They just want your freaking blood,so just give it to them. Sometimes you just wanna throw them your used sanitary pad and say,"GO FETCH IT!! AND DON'T COME BACK!!" As if that will happen.
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I'm gonna be working! Like for real. I'm excited.

Labels: Campus life, Personal life

Finals are still on. I hate feeling the pressure now.

Labels: Personal life

And yes,everyone wants everything to be BIG. Malaysian way of saying, "Semua pun mahu besar!!"
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When you go to the market to look for fruits,the thing you would say beside bargaining is "Pilih besar kasih saya". A quote used by too many women these days. Even onion also need to be in big size. The bigger and rounder,the BETTER!! And when it comes to buying pork,"Please don't give the fatty part". Then the butcher would asked,"Skinny pig?". And she replies,"No no,I want big pig but no fats,got or not?" How to make business like that? The price should also be cheaper too then there's always a reason for them to go back home with a smile on the face.
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Its not that I'm not like that. I am but up to a certain limit I wouldn't want to be going around town wearing a pair of over size earrings. Probably i would look cuter,but definitely the next dumbo in town. I wouldn't want to be riding in a truck just because it's bigger than a four-wheel drive. Could you imagine having big heavy meals everyday and watching yourself grow bigger/sideways? No,i can't. At occasion is acceptable though.
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Not all the time having everything BIG is good. "Jangan semua besar,nanti sendiri pun besar". But i wouldn't say no to the biggest shiniest diamond ring or to the biggest castle or biggest heart. My imagination is running and the list shall have to stop here.

Labels: Personal thoughts, Random

Sometimes its so hard to express oneself. When tears starts to run down one's face, the person whose suppose to wipe it off couldn't be there.
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A long distance relationship is tough. There's so many times i wish i could just be in the boyfriend's arms and let time freeze itself. I miss him and that's my daily sentence. Him being there, and me over here is what brought us together. When people get to know his girlfriend is here, or my boyfriend is over there, we actually get not-so-good comments and we're given the "looks". I know what I'm going to have to face when i chose to be with the boyfriend. Could you not love someone who feels the same about you? Could you just turn your back and let go when you know there's happiness ahead? Would you not want to gamble again and move on rather than living in the past? Could you say no when you just know you want it?
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I know a lot of couples never make it through together, lack of trust, not being able to see nor feel the love they once had. We been together for awhile now, and I'm never happier. He makes me wanna spin, he makes me wanna scream. He may be one stubborn boyfriend but i love him just the same. He would do his best to be there for me even if it means calling me a zillion times continuously when I'm not even answering. He would give me reasons why I should be picking up his calls when I'm being stubborn instead of him. He's my angel in disguise. I don't regret.
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And living in a different time zone, we are still able to make time. It might not be so much because both has classes but its worth waiting just to see that smile, and hear that laughter.
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I'm not a strong person, there are times i can't breathe and i wish the boyfriend could come back and be beside me. I love him, and that's true.

Labels: Love ones, Personal life

There will be a time when kids would ask questions out of the blue. Just the other day, little bother was asking, "How baby are made?". Before you say or think about anything,i can assure you he's not that innocent. So i answer,"I don't know!!". Like why on earth should i answer? Then he carried on talking,and he said something. He said i should answer,"I demo for you." This calls for serious attention. Demo what? *shakes little brother* What do you want me to demo?? This is what you call random.

Labels: Personal life, Random

First paper starting on Tuesday!! *gasp* May God bless this soul of mine. One semester just flew by with one blink. Its hard to believe but there's no reason not to believe. Papers will be ending on the 18th. Three days of torture, but its nothing compare to what i suffered throughout the year. One thing for sure is i got that someone smiling along with me. A new year is on the way. I'm feeling the thrill even when its still November. I can't wait for January to come. 70 days away and I'm counting down the days.

Labels: Personal life

So the girl has a swollen eye. Okay,probably it IS infected. I'm still sick and recovering very slowly. And that's not cool!! I need my sleep,i can hardly open the eye once i shut it. It hurts when i text,it hurts when i see bright lights,it hurts when there's too much movement used and it hurts even more when I'm missing you. But i know your doing the same,so it lightens up the heart a little. I look so retarded,like seriously. I will recover in no time. And say 'No' to doctor.

Labels: Personal life, The Downs

And i love it when you say you love me.

Labels: Vain

I hate feeling like shiet!! Now that I'm sick,everything is bad to worse.

Labels: The Downs